I don't hold that shit against the tea even if yeah, must have been the most complicated, dangerous tea preparation. ( Red's hand falls down from Hermione's arm, warmth in her own fingertips, warmth at reaching out and knowing she could help - somehow. It's nice.
What's bothering her? So many things. Being forced into being Cerberus, liking having that order she could not resist again even if it meant she had no freewill (and another part of her hating it too and hating that she liked it), thinking- genuinely feeling and thinking the Doctor was dead, revealing what she was to Fei before Fei disappeared and they couldn't even talk about it, Fei being gone, everything she learned from Clara, people being willing to recklessly protect her even at the expense of themselves, the fact that Hermione doesn't know what she is and Red still hasn't figured out how to just announce it, the fact that she has no idea what she really is (human but not, mortal but monster, young but ancient), all these human emotions and connections and worries that she didn't have to have in the Underworld. It swirls in her chest like something dark, and her throat tightens. )
How long do you have? ( She smirks, not fully able to articulate all of it. ) The advice though, which thank you in advance, and maybe this situation can't even be advised on. I know you've been here for awhile. I have a friend in the group, and someone from their world came here. She knows all this shit about what happens to my friend in the future, and it's terrible and a lot, and she told me.
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What's bothering her? So many things. Being forced into being Cerberus, liking having that order she could not resist again even if it meant she had no freewill (and another part of her hating it too and hating that she liked it), thinking- genuinely feeling and thinking the Doctor was dead, revealing what she was to Fei before Fei disappeared and they couldn't even talk about it, Fei being gone, everything she learned from Clara, people being willing to recklessly protect her even at the expense of themselves, the fact that Hermione doesn't know what she is and Red still hasn't figured out how to just announce it, the fact that she has no idea what she really is (human but not, mortal but monster, young but ancient), all these human emotions and connections and worries that she didn't have to have in the Underworld. It swirls in her chest like something dark, and her throat tightens. )
How long do you have? ( She smirks, not fully able to articulate all of it. ) The advice though, which thank you in advance, and maybe this situation can't even be advised on. I know you've been here for awhile. I have a friend in the group, and someone from their world came here. She knows all this shit about what happens to my friend in the future, and it's terrible and a lot, and she told me.
And now I know and I can't tell him, but I know.